So the race debate

Got thinking today. I feel stupid for being so emo as the term goes. But I have my reasons. I'm now in the wonderful age of 32 as a black man. What does that mean? You basically walk around society with a giant target board on your back and must prepare to receive instantaneous vitriol from people who you've never met and don't care about...

It's laughable to me but a very real serious annoyance that I and every black person is forced to live with...

And the thing that irks me is the stupidity of it. It's just plain dumb that I'm the outcast in the world for being black, that's it? I don't actually have to disrupt anything, you don't like me and vilify me for being black, and that's it... it's so dumb...

But yeah, as you all who are still glancing my blog know, I had yet another run in with the bronx police who were bored that day and had nothing better to do but screw with me, so I went for a ride of course...

And I've thought about it, if I was white would things have gone the way they did, would I even have had to waste a judge's time, waste tax payer dollars, all that crap?

No.

Black people get it faaaaar worse from the police than any other race. And you know what the cop who took me in told me when I made the point that his aggression towards me wouldn't have been so harsh if I was white, he claims to be a minority too since he's hispanic.

I bought it at the time, but now I don't....

Hispanic people to my knowledge have never been enslaved. Have never been treated as poorly as blacks... there's no comparison... And you simply don't hear much in the news about hispanics being shot etc. Only stuff going on is the illegal immigration stuff, but even there, I think whites and everyone else would prefer hispanics over an influx of blacks across the borders...

I can't even get a decent job for being black, that's the joke... I have to look for jobs where I'm not the center of attention and am not going to be surrounded by white people constantly... So yeah, you can take that argument about having similar difficulties in life as blacks and shove it up the pooper, not gonna fly with me.

And no. Similar situation, there'd been no attempt at intimidation or attempt to belittle and harass me. If I was a standard by the numbers white guy with his gap clothes on and his khaki pants, whole different attitude because possibly yeah white people would sue the police and probably have that dude's badge and gun... white people don't live on the same planet as the rest of us, it's that simple...

You're thinking, well no... white people have been shot by idiot trigger happy cops too... white people do get justice from the law at times. Agreed... I was horrified to watch a cop blatantly just shoot a poor guy who didn't do anything but pull up his pants while trying to keep his composure at gun point... that's the sad thing about some cops, just hiding behind that uniform when they're truly pussies who wouldn't dare harass someone without that gun and badge... true... but overall, those situations are rare as hell. On the DAILY cops are looking to intimidate and harass black people. DAILY...  Simply because they're fragile little cowards who wouldn't dare to do the same to a white or Asian or someone with the power to seek legal retribution...

It's just not the same split down the middle treatment and it's something all black people need to be educated about, period. You will be treated different than whites, asians, and hispanics and indian or whatever people... You can urkel it up, wear glasses, have a nice suit on, whatever. You'll get treated like an animal regardless.

It is what it is... I wonder what's next. I'm only going to get older, not like I can go back to being under 18 where there's less severe treatment towards blacks. Indeed I do have an entire group of white people who are like wanting to just kill all black people off today just hanging out in the world and don't give a toss if I do or do not survive in life...

I goddamn don't know. I'll gladly like, whatever, die... just wouldn't mind fucking getting laid first. I don't even want kids. Just don't want to die a virgin... It's just wow. You live, huh. You're born, you live, you get to 32 and then you have a bunch of people's guns point at you every where you go. Welcome to being black, huh... who the F would want to grant kids a life like that... Good motherfucking luck out there fellow blacks, you're screwed, but good luck....