ugh, I can't concentrate. My mind's filled with sex cravings as I try to abstain from masturbation or any kind of sexual things. I want to be a faithful catholic now. I don't agree with all of the bible because I am a scientist now, so I'm going to place more emphasis on provable fact than faith. However, it appears that I'm at a point where I have to chose my own fate in a sense, whether it be continuing to be stuck in an endless cycle of porn or taking a leap of faith and TRYING to get off the stuff. I must say it's not easy as I thought it would be.
Ugh, I thought it was ok. yunno... but it's not. If you do it too much, it's just as bad as being addicted to any drug. I'm not going to go down being stuck with this addiction for the rest of my life. It's stupid to me to be consumed forever in this dark shroud of evil I guess you can call it that. I'm so tired though, I want to masturbate... I wish I knew how other people got over this. Yeah...
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