Thursday, April 2, 2009

Service before self

I'm making another blog post despite not wanting to continue this. I just have to comment on my current attitude. I'm getting cocky now. I'm developing this holier than thou mentality as if now that I'm an airman, I'm this super guy now who's better than average citizens. That's not true. I'm a servant, to America, to its values, and to its people, it's oh so wonderful people ;) . I chose this and I have to accept it.

I did a stupid thing. I got a call from best buy because they wanted to employ me, but I blabbed off compulsively that I was on DEP. Delayed enlistment program. Ugh, live and learn. When you go telling employers that you're not fully available, the last thing they'll do is go out of their way to hire you. You have to play like a dog, hungry for a bone.

Ok, I guess this is my final post. I made a mistake and now I've lost the opportunity to work at best buy while waiting for deployment for basic training. Idiotic, and now I'll go to my crappy airport job again like the idiot I am. I have to grow up, damnit. I want to stop being so foolish.

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