My faith has lead me back to this blog, sigh, though I don't have anything left to put here really. It's become aggravating, I must say, to be so clueless about sex in this point in my life. I understand this much from my perspective, that some people learn it faster than others. Those who do, often look down on those who did not and think that everyone should have done it by a certain time simply because they did. Views on what's right or wrong about sex are as varied and controversial as debates over political or religious views, which is silly to me because as humans we all have this sex thing in common. This is undeniable, though yes, some of us don't have sex because we're asexual, but that will never be the norm or majority in life since we must procreate to keep surviving as a species.
I just don't get it. The more I try and try to quit masturbating, the more i crave it and subsequently can't get over it until I've ejaculated, then the next day the cycle continues. I go out sometimes and I see women with their breasts on display, even high school girls, putting all their shit out there for all to see and I'm just losing my mind. I love the collar bone are on girls, looks just beautiful and silky smooth. Legs too, and the asses sometimes if they work out, it looks just right. I'm at the gym more these days busting my ass HARD to get fit for basic training now and the women there are GOD DAMN! I can't believe I didn't get a gym membership sooner. you can just sit back and watch all these fit honies come in looking like they're right out of a playboy magazine. I will enjoy the airforce women. I will definitely enjoy the airforce women.
Still i'm frustrated as hell and it's nice to get that out there. Oh I deploy for basic on july 28. God help me.
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