Bloody Hell

That's just wow. I mean I can't imagine being there amongst the chaos as it went down. Only craziness I've been apart of is airport craziness where especially during snow anything can kill you. I actually have been to vegas once, gorgeous place, absolutely amazing place, walked around, then went back to NY. Did it all in an afternoon. It was just something to do. When you work for an airline, the whole world is your playground.

So sad, and yesterday was a rare nice day of no troublesome thoughts and me providing a little bit of fun from my editing skills for a project Alyson Court requested, now this? Beyond wtf.

There's a lot of speculation about why this asshole did this. The top one which is what some very freaky people want is for it to be an ISIS attack, so they can use this horrible attack as a political fuel for their agenda... just disgraceful bottom feeding nonsense.

Even if it was ISIS, that's besides the point. The point is people are dead, hundreds injured, the country weeps...

But apparently it's not them, it's just him, his psychotic breakdown and wanting to go out in life with a blaze of glory and take as many innocent lives with him as he could.

I've asked myself all my life, why are some people so damn evil? What's the reward for just waking up in the morning and going out to cause trouble and shit on other people's lives? I DON'T KNOW... I don't get it. And perhaps I never will.

I can't understand this person's actions at all. It's just senseless. Like if someone just decided to randomly drive a car into a group of school kids or something. Doesn't make an inch of sense....

I'd prefer a reason myself. Just he had a bad day, lost his job, got rejected from a girl, whatever. That's what's killing me.

And he's white. I'll admit this. I immediately wanted to know his race because then that would change all the talk about this. If he was brown in any capacity, he'd be labeled straight out of the ISIS camps fresh and came here from his birth to commit this act or something. But no, home grown, 100% american white guy with all the freedoms being white gives you committing this shit... wtf... Are you white people ok? What's going on? Put the guns down grab some titties and get back to being wealthy and having a good life... stop it...

I mean if he was black or brown or whatever, the immediate response would be, oh, he's attacking whites.... Interesting that one guy on twitter laid out for everyone how the right-wing media will spin this, that he was influenced by isis, that his friend was brown and she had something to do with it, or he was just mentally ill and it shouldn't cast a bad light on the white image at all.

There is no white image. It's a human image. And humans are fucked up. Race is not a safe indicator at all of someone's potential to commit murder or any kind of heinous crimes...

People are a complex strange thing, my friend. Doesn't take much to make a normal person snap and go insane.

Thing is, like, I'm thinking, ok if he was black, nobody would even begin thinking about mental illness, they'd just know... they'd know why he did it... cuz he has to be black dealing with the white world, simple... Nobody would be surprised by a black man wilding out and shooting up places, but it rarely happens. Why the flying hell are black people chillin and not shootin up the place, and every other race above them is guns blazing all day... somebody tell me why this is, I'd love to know, it boggles my mind....

Anyway, what a story to wake up too, horrendous what's happening in the country lately. We will get to the bottom of why this guy did this. I'll be impressed if the media finds ways to not defend his actions, that's for sure.