Getting old

I'm 27 years old now. But I honestly got to say it's not the end of the world like I thought it was going to be.

I've hit on how to lose weight now. Problem is, I should have learned this back at around 16 or at least 19, not 27.

This is a rough age. It really is. Especially if you're still trying to get your dick in a girl. I never would have even begun to conceptualize that I'd have so much drama in my life at this age, but we live in the digital era now. Which means that EVERYBODY KNOWS WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY too much about someone elses life. And that's the problem.

You can't be up someones ass 24/7 like that. We all grew up not knowing what was going on in our neighbor's house. Or even better, we all prettymuch grew up not even having instant gratification in general. We had to be patient.

That's why I'm the way I am. I grew up in the non-digital age. I had to sit and read for hours. Contemplate deep subjects for school all day. I had to wait for the internet to get through the dial up process. I come from a time when you had to build a thick hide and grit your teeth and take the hard hits in life. Now we live in a really fast paced, "I want it done yesturday." Thin skinned little pussy shit of a world. Where you got people trying to follow you till the day you die because you hurt their little feelings... oohh nooesss....

Yeah, tough shit, motherfuckers... Get the fuck over it. It's a funny thing to go online and have some douche bag bully you and shit and He's thinking in his head that he's pushing someone around who's just this little nothing of a guy. Then the truth is, I'm not this little dinky dork of a guy really. I've been into fitness and gymnastics and I worked my ass off in school so I've got a decent mind on my shoulders. So that's the issue I have is that it's kinda like really annoying to constantly have people trying to belittle me, when I'm a tough son of a bitch. I've been through hell in my life, and came out the other end through pure iron will. So to have assholes trying to make me out to be this little wimp who can't hack the hard stuff, is very disrespectful. I'm not asking people to bow down before my greatness. But to completely ignore the fact that I'm not this complete shrimp who doesn't have any kind of toughness at all is absolutely unbelievable to me.

But no, Rocky's right. Just watch that scene in Rocky balboa.



It's the damn truth. I never really thought about it much but it's true. You will get beat by people in this world no matter how good you are or strong. People will try to shit on you. And it's a strange bedfellow.

Ultimately the world is like this because it's how business gets done. Don't be nice, it's not about being nice. It's about getting things and operations done, fast, efficiently, and smoothly. It's military.