So what am I going to do now?

Got 3 days till the 25th, that's when they're having an open interview for Airserv. I DO NOT want to go back to working at JFK, but this company looks like easy money, and I have extensive knowledge about JFK, I should get the job, no sweat at all...

Once we do get the job, going to continue my plan as intended and use the job as a way for me to lose weight. Yep, you think I'm not smart about things, but I'll lose weight faster if I have to get off my ass and go work somewhere. I'm looking forward to working now because it'll help me shed these shitty pounds.

Just hope I get this fucking job. It's airserv. What they do is little stupid shit, directing passengers, sometimes doing the ticket booth stuff, apparently they even do some baggage handling for the airline. Definitely a shitty subcontractor, but maybe I can make that my final career after all is said and done. NO, HELL NO. What the hell am I saying?

I'm going to go to Vaughn College up there in queens while working at JFK. Get my stupid ass college education shit out of the way so I don't have to give a shit about that anymore, then fucking become a pilot. Don't know if I can weasel my way into that position after all the bullshit I've gotten into. Seems to me, I've got a fucking target on my back while I'm trying to get my life together and become a normal fucking person working 9-5 and not causing any uproar. But what else is there to do in life but fight each other day in day out... heh...

So yeah. Get a nice little shitty job. Lose weight, eat tons of protein and body build, and see about getting that pilots license. Then the fun begins and we fly planes all the live long day if possible...