New project announcement...

One of the great things about Youtube at least in my experience with it beyond the multitude of nonsense, there's actually a group of people dedicated to putting up educational and informative videos that help people like myself learn how to use shit like after effects etc.

One of the things I'm personally most appreciative of in my life is that there have been many classy fucking people in this world dedicating their time to crafting really amazing educational programs which I've always enjoyed throughout my life.

It is what it is. Sadly I'm here, today a lesser person, but that doesn't downplay the extraordinary things I've witnessed as I grew up.

Like for instance, the astronaut show. I don't know if it was star gazers or whatever but some show came on all the time back around the time Apollo 13 came out and it made sense I suppose. Since they knew a crop of us kids were going to be space nuts after seeing that movie, they put shows on the air about space and astronomy.

So that's where my interest in the subject was born. And I still cling to it.

Well anyway, my plan is to actually create my own Astronomy show on youtube. Similar to the Bill Nye show I guess or Beakman's world. All I intend to do is to explore the multitude of complex subjects within the world of Astro Physics.

I suppose it's fate. My father was an Aircraft Engineer in the USAF. I too have his interest in Space, Aviation, and Astronomy. It's an interesting thing, to be a person who's just I suppose predestined towards a certain type of life.

It keeps me fucking sane, that's all I got to say on that. I'm getting lost in life. Life makes no sense to me now. I don't know what the fuck I'm here for anymore, I really don't. But things like this creating educational shit, really helps me get my head on straight.

If you REALLY wanted to know who I was, you wouldn't look at a forum. You'd look at a kid sitting down watching PBS and enjoying a program about Astronomy.

THAT'S who I am. I'm fucking goddamn nerd. That's all I've ever been. I don't understand why I have to suddenly change into something else now, yunno.

Fucked up thing too to be a nerdy guy. I can't even shut my brain off. It's constantly trying to calculate things. It's so fucking insane, I hate it...