The internet is for porn

So I'm currently scouting the internet determinedly searching for the finest porn out there on my day off from work. About work, it's not that bad, I just don't really see how great having a job is. If you can survive, just survive, don't work. If I had a choice I'd live in the woods, just living, enjoying nature and the peace it brings. I'll have to watch that into the wild movie or read the book since I can identify with wanting to get away from the pressures of civilization. Sure he's a white guy but that doesn't matter. All of us men are pressured to be the pillars of civilization because who else is going to do it? Women, I love you, but you're killing us with all these demands and complaints. I'd love to not work or have to build muscle to protect my girl, but if I was to say that to a woman, she'd walk off. So I have this vision of myself as a lumber jack kind of guy, grilling steaks, having a full beard, and cutting down trees and just living life well. What are we all doing? We're competing for a chance to have the most money before we die or what? I don't know... Maybe that simple guy at work who's just doing his own thing in life, not giving a shiz about what anyone thinks of him is the real genius.

I'm a spoiled brat in a lot of ways so I feel guilty for taking my life and dedicating it to the internet, but in another sense I was at a point in my life where I was feeling so lost that of course I just went with what I knew best and did what's called recidivism when you go back to an early stage in your life and I was an internet junkie at an early age. My conclusion therefore is that I'm better off staying out of the way online in the future since it's worse than real life. Out here you can defend yourself with a gun if you have one. Not so online. People will eat you alive and just not care. Good grief you guys.

I don't know. Maybe it should be that way. Maybe it should be a place for only certain people to talk for continued educational purposes. The Internet is becoming college in a sense I guess. Nowadays instead of sitting in a classroom discussing why this or that should be a certain way, people just do it online. People can if they so choose live online. I remember someone actually did that back when Tech TV was the best channel ever created. I WANT IT BACK! Oh that was cool. I remember how he was the first guy to live online, have everything delivered to his doorstep, etc. I wonder if we'll end up being like that. I will not live online myself. Too dangerous and it's not comfortable. I need to set myself up well first in reality.

Then start searching for porn, then I don't know, get a girlfriend or something... I want to learn some science and such too since that'll lead to my dream of becoming some kind of science guy. I love astronomy afterall. This is stuff I'll likely do anyway regardless of school so wtf wtf wtf do I need to pay stupid amounts of money for? I don't get it. But that's life. It's not fair indeed, buddy.