Am I the bad guy?

I still cling to some sense of dignity in myself as far as I can take it... I mean, I'm not a criminal except for maybe illegal downloads. I've done nothing substantial that would be considered truly heinous crime wise. I'm still a fucking virgin and probably going to stay that way for a very very long time.

It's hard for me to make sense of this shit. I'm just trying to get to the point that every guy gets to and feel up a girl's titties and fucks her in her ass and shit...

yet I don't get it... why are there knuckleheads jumping around saying "you're so bad" when I've just done NOTHING to stir the pot...

And in fact, I'm a saint compared to the throngs of people doing some very lewd things as is evident all day online.

Is that supposed to mean something, showcasing that you're so classless as to display to the world your wild sexual habits?

Not that I give a damn. I love watching porn. But there's supposed to be a line drawn between people who are good or bad. Am I right?

Or was that just nonsense we were taught as kids. That there's just going wild and being crazy is the good way to be and staying out of that world is bad. 

I mean what exactly am I supposed to do at college that you guys are saying is going to make people respect me?

If indeed I sign back up for college and go hang out in my dorm all day, I will hopefully get to the point where I'm fucking some bitch.

I don't like college anymore. It's sad. But some fucker decided to take a bunch of gullible young adults and stick them in a shitty hogwarts all day playing harry potter, and shit.

What exactly is supposed to happen year after year in that place? You just jack off in your dorm all day then go to class? Then go back and jack off? That's all it was for me. I thought to myself, this is the thing that everybody dreams of, getting into university. Why the fuck am I just noodling around and jacking off between classes instead of getting what I believed would be an intense amount of education.

It is what it is, it's you vs the world. And how are you going to survive in this world if you don't have the brains to match very very smart people who are above you.


That's the point. There are kids who are wiz-kids in this world. They're millions of miles ahead of you. So in order to be able to get somewhere in this world they want you to stop being so stupid.

That's great and all, but why the flying shit is it pertinent to stick someone in a little dorm all day jacking off. What's the point of that?

Then someone says well, yunno, there's like NOTHING to life but fucking. So yunno, yeah that whole college thing is actually pointless. heh...

really??? ya don't say... oh and by the way, this world's run by white people. So even if your black ass gets all educated and shit, doesn't fucking matter.

really? Oh snizzaap!!!