I can tell you this. From a child's perspective on things, you don't even think for a second that you're going to end up horny 24/7 around the clock as an adult.
But it's all too clear. Despite it all, grown ups are just fuck machines night and day. I never saw that coming. You watch grown men and women and you see them chillin, not jacking off, not fucking, and certainly not constantly worried about getting laid. I mean not totally true. I was 11 and on a cruise ship and I saw Lost in Space, truly underrated classic imo. And all matt leblanc gave a shit about throughout the movie was boning the blond girl. So for me I got a little taste of how adults operate from that. And indeed it lead to me never thinking for a second that people were ok with fags.
You grow up watching tons of movies about boys and girls and the shit they go through to fuck each other, and then you get the sense that people are all about normal sex lives.
But apparently I was wrong? What the fuck.
It's a funny ass world I must say. I have my thoughts on things, the others have theirs and it's hard to know who to trust or even if the person you're dealing with is a flaming fag.
But there's no getting around it, you may go through whatever the hell you go through as a kid, you're going to end up only giving a damn about getting some ass.
I always thought while in fucking grade school, yunno, I'd prefer to be fucking a girl instead of doing this school shit, and definitely instead of dealing with some shithead fucking idiot running around in the class acting stupid .
I must say I was completely right in my thinking. And in fact that's how the WORLD operates. If you DARE get between two white people and their peaceful night of sexual intercourse, your black ass is GONE...
THAT is the truth about this fucking world. Makes me wonder why the blue fart I was forced to go through school if ALL we're are here to do is pound some girl's ass until she can't even think straight.
I don't know. I really don't...
It saddens me. Not being black. I can assure you you don't feel bad about being black. It's not wrong. You exist because you're SUPPOSED to exist.
That's not the problem.
The problem is that you just wasted YEARS of your life going through a bunch of shit that didn't fucking matter...
There's only one thing to life. And that's fucking.
It really is. Life's NOT about doing your algebra homework. Life's NOT about finishing your term paper on classic literature. Life's NOT about your job. Life's NOT about being a tough guy and proving shit to people. And Life's NOT about politics.
It's about ONE FUCKING THING.
What the hell is that supposed to mean to ME. I was at one point in class being told that I'd have to bust my balls and get my homework done if I wanted to succeed in this world, and now I'm being told NO just kidding about that. We're all just here to fuck like monkeys in the jungle.
Not that I have a problem with that, but I feel so fucking betrayed and lied to all these years. And if indeed that's ALL there is, why the hell are girls so fucking bitchy about it. I mean they cry all day about wanting to get fucked and then the moment you go up to them and say let's fuck, she's like no, I'm not ready or some bullshit.
It's a fucking mess the world, I gotta say. I'm not trying to be Hitler about it and tell everyone how to live their lives, but the inane way this world seems to want to completely stifle people sexually is absolutely insane.
Whatever psychopath is trying to suppress people sexually has got to be taken out. I mean that's just weird. To try to get everyone to just go to their grave never fucking or whatever they're trying to do....
I don't even begin to understand that mentality... I mean who knows what's right or what's wrong about life. But ultimately I believe you SHOULD actually get some ass before you leave this world... it's just really like having all kinds of candy in front of you and you're saying DO NOT WANT!!!!
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