considerations on death and life

All I keep reading on cnn is about death. Day in day out, you can count on it. So many young people dying in this world. What kind of life is this where you can't even get to adulthood without meeting your demise.

I don't truly understand this world. It's strange to have been on one side of life and be on another where everthing is death and chaos.

Honestly I do wish I was a kid again. Bullying and such wasn't so good, but the life I had back then you couldn't beat it. Great cartoons to watch, toys to play with, movies, and no politics getting in your head while watching things. Ignorance was bliss. 

I mean yeah it's good to be educated it's good to know much about the world, but some things I'd say are not worth being aware of. Like the mass amount of death in this world.

It's there every fucking day. You live, you eat, you shit, you watch tv, whatever, and thousands of people suddenly die every day.

What a world.

That's why no one gives a shit about what black people are saying. There's much greater priorities to be taken account of in the end.

 It is what it is,. you won't see it as a kid, but overall these billion dollar institutions in place to serve people cater to whites, asians, and hispanics First.

i suppose I never really noticed the strange bias of the world because I didn't really fully experience being BLACK as a kid. I could always skate by as a spanish kid from time to time...

And indeed I still do. I prettymuch roll as a hispanic guy in life. I don't honestly view myself as a black person. But I am and that's really interesting to roam the streets and wonder if people are shit scared of me spreading my blackness to their daughters.

I look at life this way. The strong stand above and survive. I've always thought, ok, life gives you shit, give shit back. Don't wait for anything to happen to make life easier for you. I've always thought, if you can't lift something heavy, hit the gym and build the muscle and lift it. I don't subscribe to the ideals of life suddenly bending to you. You must bend to it.

Yunno. I loked watching Michael Jordan as a kid. Everybody did. It's hard to hate the guy. He really is a titan of humanity. There are people born into this world who have extraordinary gifts and then there are those who fight and claw their way towards becoming great and that's who jordan represented to me as a kid.

You can go down and say I can't take it. Or you can lift yourself up hit the gym and go out into the world and fight and struggle and make a goddamn dynasty... that's for sure.