Strange world isn't it...

I don't like the world anymore. Can't say I do. Used to be what, 15 or so hanging out in the comic shop at cross county.

Now I got fucking people following me around and shit all the time and military and all that crap going on.

Sorry but, give me some fucking time to think goddamn...

It's a hard transition to make, one day just sitting back playing crazy taxi after watching xplay and shit, then now FUUUUUUUUCK what the hell am I going to do!!! whole bunch of people up my ass!!!

I can't even go back either. I can't sit and enjoy a videogame, or tv show. Too much thoughts of sex and politics swirling around in my brain while playing.

I don't understand anything about sex and I sure as hell don't understand politics, so why does that stuff matter to me?

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL life is crazy, son.... what can I say.

We come into this world, slowly age, then die. It's a tragedy.

Women have it the worst. Undeniably they are like strapped down by their biological clock. Why is there so much fucking naked ass girls on the internet you may ask yourself. They want dick, BAD.

Why? Because we're all just here to die. And the only thing a person can do to fight back against that inevitability is FUCK.

So the thing that bothers me the most is which people are deserving of that kind of life. Sex, children. I used to deal with bullies in school all the time. And I thought that and hoped that those dudes wouldn't get anywhere with girls. I don't know what the outcome was for them, honestly.... Most likely due to their stupidity they're working shitty jobs and are living a shitty life. I see it when I'm at work at the ramp. The guys working ramp ops are mostly all high school and grade school bullies. It did indeed come back to bite them, all the shit they pulled as kids.

 So there ya go. You may be a kid in school and have to tolerate an idiot being a douche all day, but he will end up throwing luggage around in a plane when he gets older. This world doesn't play. you don't stick to your ticket and work hard in school, you don't get the money.

So how am I going to get the money. What can I say. I am a highschool grad with some college. I am qualified to become a police officer. I am already qualified to get a decent job at TSA or CBP. So apparently my hard work did pay off. Problem is it appears to me that no  one cares how hard you work. That despite the system existing to cater to those who did the right thing and finished school, you get shitted on anyway.

Kinda puts a downer on things. The only thing I can hope is that I can actually benefit from the system the way it's supposed to work.