am I special?

No of course not. The only thing that I can say is special about me is that I have seen EVERYTHING that happened in the 90s.

I can name every good tv show. I can tell you about the news, the scandals, the beginning of this internet era we're in now.

It's all in me. I was there I lived the dream. My childhood had its shit, but overall it was fucking brilliant.

I witnessed Michael Jordan in his prime playing in the olympics. Come on, man. That's way awesome.

I saw so many great cartoons on tv that for whatever reason don't exist anymore today.

Don't know what happened honestly. But damn, it's all gone to shit these days.

Don't know why I have to have so much drama in my life nowadays just because I'm in my 20s now. What about that means that I have to try to dodge bullets, I'll never know...

I just think it's people being people. We all grew up watching movies and tv shows about how big and dramatic life is... so I got full blast of that backlash from that mentality. People think I'm some kind of legendary epic magic negro or some shit and expect me to go do some harry potter magic and entertain them like Jordan or Jackson.

Yeah I'm well aware of what kind of expectations seem to have been placed on me. It's not going to happen. I am not the next will smith, or cuba gooding jr. or whatever negro affirmative action guy is the next denzel and shit. I'm far from being that, I can assure you ten times with applesauce.



Like I said before. I just dream of one day fucking ass. Hot naked oiled up sweaty ass.

Maybe you think that's "vulgar" and you don't like the way I'm thinking, but I'm 27 years old and I've never had ass.

I'm waaaaaaaaaaay past giving a damn if people think I'm a little overly sexual.

It's so hard to live like this, you don't even know... Nor care. I realize that most people are like as long as you don't get in the way of me fucking ass, I'm not concerned with your problems...

LOL people.