so I got a job now

Shitty shit job, but whatever, man... I just am glad to be back in the work world again. Here we go... I'm going to start training tomorrow.

One good aspect of getting a job is feeling like you belong to society vs the shitty feeling of just being a parasite living off other people. Now I'm making some kind of bread. Not no fucking real money, but I tell myself, YEAH dumbass thing to abandon a 15.75 hour job like TSA when people would give their left arm to get that kind of job, yeah I'm an idiot, but at the same time, I'm not looking to be a dude earning shit tons of money. I just want to get a job that allows me to have security and moderate living. That's all...

Got my uniform and everything. Gonna look sharp at work. I mean fuck, I don't care. I just want to get some fucking pocket change at this point.

I am OVERQUALIFIED beyond measure for these kinds of jobs. I should be doing a fucking some kind of office job running paper work and answering phones. GOddamn, but apparently something as simplistic as that requires you to get your fucking bachelors. What can I say. My intentions at this point are rather limited in scope. I've been told that even IF I get some ass some day, my kids will fucking hate my guts or something.

So that whole thing that we're here to do that whole sex thing has been quite well enough ruined for me personally although I'm black and having black kids is always going to be a fucking can of worms no matter how you slice it. I've come to a shocking realization that there's a reason I grew up not knowing ANY white kids at all. White people live over THERE. Black people live OVER HERE. And that's the way this country works...

Although we're a really devil may care era right now where people are like, it's all good, fuck whoever you want as long as you're not a fag. That's not going to happen. It's simple math. Blacks fucking any race = black kids.

But whatever. I just want to get a decent little job. No muss no fuss no botha. Goddamn. I hope to get my bike fixed and also to get a new ps3 and then we can get into GTA V and see how good that shit is. Looks like the shit. I hope it is...