Will IT Work?

I don't know....

I have a plan. A plan I conceptualized in grade school. I told myself all these fucking morons will end up with kids and have no time to do other things.

So far, my plan is going forward quite successfully despite all the bullshit I've encountered to this point. I'm still FREE. To do whatever the hell I want.

It's not a bad situaiton to end up in.

But then comes the hard work. I have to master the piano. I have to learn how to speak Spanish fluently. And to do that, it's going to demand an intense amount of practice and studying.

But that's fine with me. I always wanted to become good at something like an instrument. Lucky are the people who buckled down in their childhood and learned a skill like that because now it's as simple as going to a piano in the room and playing a song, immediately you get respected by people vs the guy who did SHIT his whole life and ended up being talentless and shitty as a person.


So that's the hope. I mean it's my personal dream fullfillement. I am fucking getting there man, every day I get better at the piano. Every day. I play all kinds of different songs and hopefully I master the thing. Then some time down the line I can possibly get a job as a pianist somewhere. We'll see....