2 months left

I'll add more posts as nothing more than an addendum. Whoooooooo what to say... I don't really know...

I plan to do this:

Pray for forgiveness and hopefully do as much good with my life as possible for starters.

Enjoy life too. I used to dream of cruising ya know with my girlfriend. But as an adult I'm so disenchanted with females these days. Maybe when I'm stationed over seas I'll find a real girl. I'm like, yeah there's plenty of gorgeous girls here in USA, but they're stupid, been taught they have to compete with men in every way, and I can't stand it... I look in the mirror and I look goddamn great, muscles bulging, nice face, all that stuff and it's weird to see how girls try to get laid with guys like me by just standing close or winking from a distance. Yeah, real brave. Welcome to America where women are sharks in the board room by day and whores by night.

Science and Astronomy. I can't wait for this... I'm going into Electronics, specifically computers and stuff like that, then hopefully pursue a degree in that area combined with my passion for astronomy. I don't know whether it's the best choice because my math skills are rusty, but I can tell you this straight from the heart, nothing's impossible if you put your mind to it. I used to think I couldn't do a lot of things that through hard ass work, I've mastered and it's like nothing now. drawing, typing, basketball... It's the painful learning process that scares me shitless though. But I'll get used to it. That's what learning is, doing something so much, your body just gets tired of being bad at it and decides to adapt ways to cope with the pressure to perform.

Oh and that new star trek movie wasn't as good as the internet tries to make it seem. Blah, bla, flappin blah, I've been around the block on this. I was there for phantom menace while most of the kids online today were in diapers. Star Trek's claim to fame was its adherence sternly to a higher standard than other movies/tv. Yes, even though it had horrible fx. It's all about its brains, not its appearance. It was like a MAN's show. For men who built the space shuttle, not for the folks watching those men on tv. I admired that about star trek. So I side with those decrying now how it's been dumbed down for the masses. It was fun, but star trek's more than that usually, or tried its best to be in my mind. This was like high school physics vs MIT level quantum physics einestein type ish... No comparison. I guess critics are becoming soft on movies. I remember when ebert wouldn't let a lowest common denominator serving film past his lofty senses of what's good and bad, smart or dumb. What's happening to this world... Well I hope they aim higher with the next one.

Lol who am I kidding.

Yesss everything is going as planned... I wonder... what is it out there in the universe that we've yet to discover...