Way the world works

I'm sitting here with a diet soda which I shouldn't be drinking but whatever. I'm stressed out trying to figure out the 'correct' way to masturbate so that I can get a good sleeping pattern etc. I'm glad I figured out that your body needs sex as much as anything else or else I'd be completely miserable. It's amazing... When I started college, I didn't feel the way I do now. A lot of these idiots in charge of colleges have no idea what they're doing I tell you. I'm there and I of course know nothing about sex, so I'm thinking that's ok. I'll be a good little boy and do what I'm told by these old people who seem to know what they're talking about. They don't. They're just after that paycheck and so are the students, it's just business.

You pay them to get a chance to earn ridiculous amounts of money later in life. Otherwise, prepare to sweep the floor at kmart. Now, my thought process was thus: I'll go just to see what college is like. I was satisfied with my HS diploma and if it meant I could make money and live well enough, so be it. Im not looking to be a superman ceo corporate exec or anything anyway. I just want to eat, live, whatever, maybe save up for a yatch. That's all I wanted.

What you're told? Either you do what we want or you die.

Either you sit in class learning a bunch of crap you won't need and definitely don't need at that point in your life when your still mentally fixated on sex or we kill you.

Indeed that's the life awaiting anyone now graduating high school. Either you do what we the older generation tells you to do or we kill you.

For boys, that's it. I can't settle for an easier life like a girl can. And so many do once they find out that once you're out of school, it's every man for himself. Most girls find a big tough man to protect them.

That's why it shocked me to be criticized for my choice to join the military. For one, it's not going to be all fun, and there's always a chance I could get killed, as is evident in the news story this week about a airman who got blown up in afghanistan. All this "chairforce" stuff is a joke. Well, I'm seeing no difference between being employed here in civilian life or being employed by the government. I'm going to get payed shit either way, I'll have to follow orders either way, I'll have no way out of a corner if people fuck with me either way. In fact, being in the military might save my ass. People out here are animals on the streets. The last thing they care about is YOUR safety especially if you're black. People look out for themselves, always.

Like, college really isn't about you or your benefit. the society needs doctors, lawyers, detectives, brains, lots of it. It's a shame they deter so many good young minds though with their own stupidity. Look at that palin woman and her kid. She's a prime example, supports abstinence only sex education and of course then her own kid has a kid. Now she's forcing her daughter to tell other teens to abstain from sex. again I can't stress enough how important sex education is, even if it's just teaching proper masturbation habits. Why is it that everyone's expected to magically become a master of their own libido once married? Not everyone's interested in marriage. It's a bad bad bad mistake for a man to make these days. Even though It'll be a hard life, not having a girlfriend or wife and all that, I know that I'll be better off than the guys getting married and having kids at my age. That's IT for them, they'll never have their own life back after that. Even though I'm being pressured and bullied by my parents to go find a girlfriend, I'm not dumb enough to do that because I know it's all a joke. a hilarious joke, the relatoinship game. Women have strung us men up like puppets to get us to do whatever they want. And many men oblige because they're that desperate really...

Not me.