Dying Alone

I've been told that by my age now I should have just "found" a girlfriend, like those guys who go around asking anyone with breasts if they can get in their pants. I don't know why people tell me that. I was taught not to lay a finger on women by my mother, she'd yell at me if I teased and bullied my sister, call me a future rapist, etc. So I as usual tried to please everybody around me and be nice to girls... treat them like queens. HA HA HA H AHAAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

Women DO NOT WANT TO BE TREATED WITH RESPECT.

It's a sign of weakness. I'm all for trying to do as jesus would do, but it's just animal instinct at work. Women gravitate towards the guy who'll smash another guy into the concrete, every time. We humans loooooooooooooooooove to think we're above the lions, and tigers and bears, but oh my we are nooooooooooot. Just as the most aggressive male usually gets the first pick of mates, same applies to human beings.

I kind of believe that's how the education system works. Those with the best records, are granted access to the best mates. That's why when I went to a rinky dink college for losers, I was surrounded by fatties, there were a few super hot girls there though but of course they're superficial airheads who will likely get by on their looks alone and are only at college to find that guy who's going to make a great living some day, not to do any serious studying.

My sister's kind of like that. She's a genius, a lawyer and all but as a woman, she'll never ever want to be the aggresor. So she's being nice to me now even though she knows ways to tear someone apart mentally only because she wants to groom me into a more manly person.

Fact is in every community around the world, men are dying out. And that's bad because the world needs real men, real take a bullet and keep on trucking men. Men who built the hoover damn, created the fucking space station, keep the world functioning by the their own blood and sweat and can take a punch without whining like a baby.

Who's going to catch that mouse in the kitchen in this feminst era? That's why when I look around at feminist women hollering and talking about girl power, I laugh. Damnit it makes me feel bad to, but I have to laugh, similar to how some kkk members laugh at how blacks are taking credit for obama's success when I know myself there are a lot of stupid ass black people out there who need to get over themselves.

The world is changing, rapidly, day by day. I can feel it. And I'm too young to know how the world was before knowing how it ought to be. Back to my original point though, I don't want to die alone, but it seems like that's my fate in a lot of ways... I love women, but I hate their attitude towards men these days. We're just not allowed to complain about girls taking advantage of us. Man it's hard... I go to the movies last night to see star trek and the clerk there was just hot and she was doing this thing with her mouth that got my willie in a frenzy, I couldn't stand it... they just don't know how hard it is to be in our position and never will.

Anyway, I'll suffer forever in silence. that's my burden, my curse, it seems, for wasting so much of my life away on nonsense.