Wednesday, February 4, 2009

My life begins NOW

I've decided to stop being negative about my future... I look around me every day and see men who've accepted their place in life, not trying to better themselves or improve life for men, just living for living sake... And "Without a war to fight the warrior might as well be dead, Stallion."

I see the path I must take now as a young man trying to become a real man. Yes, that's my War. Manhood is in a crisis now as the world shifts into uncharted territory where gender is practically meaningless. Some would say there's nothing wrong with that, but I disagree completely. There's a lot wrong. My generation's getting the boot by a society that's turned its eyes more towards females. We're angry and we let our anger out online but there's nothing we can do from that point but rant repeatedly... I guess it's because there's not many women in power and everything's mostly run by men that men are continually neglected. Yet of course we wouldn't want to live in a world where men stayed home and didn't work at all would we?

I saw a show on tv in which this new generation woman was whining about not getting to work and having to stay home and be bored all day. I couldn't believe it. There's so much you can do outside of work but we've been brainwashed to believe work= life and without it you're nothing. I hate work. If I could just learn the piano, learn a language, learn to build sexy muscles all day, that's what I'd do since I know I'm interested in spending time on that. In fact, I'm going to buy a piano and learn to play because I have this song in my head that I came up with while I was in that mental hospital in florida. It's just something that I've been trying to get out into musical form and I've made an effort to keep it memorized so that one day I could play it and record it. It'll be a best sellar, maybe...

But anyway, I start life now. No more whining, I'm just going to live and enjoy it.

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