The Something of Boris

I'm on my day off from work now and browsing the web, reading about fat people who decided to lose weight because it's unhealthy to be fat. DUUUUUH. I can't believe there's a serious movement out there called "fat acceptance." Fat people who are discriminated against want equal rights or something like that. Are we Americans that spoiled or what? You got to be kidding me... fat acceptance? That's like disease acceptance. It's something you can change if you work for it. there are people who have no legs or are crippled. Those are the ones who need to be treated special, not someone who loves his cheesy poofs. Well I wish someone told me years ago that the reason I had such a hard time getting fit was because every day I stuffed my face with pizza and mountain dew. I didn't know, plain and simple, that that stuff was such a killer for your health.

If any kids are reading, STOP IT. DRINK WATER. I know soda's delicious, but it's like drinking poison and the corporations selling that stuff don't care about who they're killing. That's corporations for you in a nutshell. Look up how they packaged cigarrettes and tried to stop people from telling the truth about the risk for cancer. It's just business to them, to hell with the little guys.

I wish I knew what to tell kids about sex but I'm still learning myself, so that's beyond my grasp at this time.

So yeah I got my college transcript today. Lots of F's. I wasn't prepared in the slightest for college. I just went because my sister told me to go. I'd just barely gotten out of high school and I just knew I couldn't muster up the strength for 4 more years, so I kinda just jumped into college with a slight hope that I'd make it to the finish line by accident. Of course I didn't. I was too horny. Too tired. Too messed up mentally from 4 years of high school to sit there for hours and bla bla bla like usual. I hated being there and then the final straw was how my jerk parents decided to toss debt on me and tell me "good luck." What the hell? I decided to go specifically because I wouldn't end up in serious debt like so many other people who complained constantly about debt this or debt that. It's all a damn scam I tell you. Why go to school if all it will lead to is financial hell? Why isn't something as important as education free? I suppose that's what a library is for... But a degree won't get me what I really want anyway. I'm only getting it if I go to the airforce because I'll have something to fall back on if I get locked up for no reason which is par for the course for most black men. I should want to get it to better myself, but that's not the world we live in... no sir.

If I don't get into the airforce I'll just kill myself. I've got no reason to go on anyway...