Back on top but for how long

I'm loving the posters for the avatar last airbender movie. I forgot about that movie, kinda lost interest in it I guess. I reasoned after superman returns sucked away a few years of my life that I'd keep out of online discussion of upcoming films, just too painful an experience and the thing about online life is that astonishingly people don't just leave the interent, not now, not ever. People I pissed off in the past, still want me dead today, which is both frightening and intriguing at the same time because I certainly have my goals in life set in stone, get some pussy, hopefully asian, but these other dudes, I don't know... guess they're crazy. forgiveness man... Gonna need a lot of it in life if you want to make it to the end of your days with some dignity.

So I've quit masturbating again. I'm not going to kid myself though. I'll relapse. I'll feel great, and wonder why I ever quit in the first place, then when the high is gone, I'll wish I'd never relapsed.

Never noticed there were so many girls online until now. But yeah most of the super intelligent people online are girls like my sister. But they have one weakness, they love sucking dicks.

Let me elaborate on what I think here. I never really thought about it before because it didn't matter back when I was little, but girls are weak. They certainly may have a lot of brains, and in fact that's their only defense against much bigger stronger men, but they become little princess barbie again when a big strapping alpha male enters the room, and he doesn't have to be a genius although being both super smart and super strong will get her panties off in a flash. I mean I watch porn stars who are elite super brains and it boggles me. Some of them are mensa members, an elite organization that's mainly occupied by geniuses.

Reminds me of Sabrina frato, my first ever girlfriend. She's quick, I noticed that and liked that about her immediately. She's always thinking, probably can't even shut her brain off, she's so smart. But she's still a little girl in the end when it comes to liking boys, and expecting us to be the big strong man in the relationship. It truly blows my mind that girls want to do it all, and yet continue to play the female role for old times sake.

Too bad I'm not dumb enough to fall for it. Sex is a powerful thing, but I'm more than my sex drive and everybody knows that. The question is, are girls... What does she want ultimately, I ask myself... babies? just the orgasms? I conclude what many men conclude then. Women don't know what they want. They're children, bouncing around in life without direction and need a man to guide them. I know it's not PC, but nothing's pc. I'm black afterall. My prospects in life are already limited due to something that was out of my control, however I do have a few aces in the hole with regard to my survival.