Only a matter of time

only a matter of time until my next relapse. I AM addicted to porn and girls and their little baby making bodies, not that there's anything wrong with that. If you really think about it, some addictions are ok to have, it's when they're causing you harm that you need to worry, and although masturbating all the time used to feel great, for whatever reason it's not as strong a sensation anymore. I think maybe I just need to cut back on when I do it, instead of every day, just ever week instead.

Back when I was 15 and started shooting semen all over the place to images of sailor moon or bulma, I dreamed up a girl one night while wet-dreaming. Ever since then she's been a part of me, almost like a real girlfriend, though I don't view her that way, she's more like my own daughter/girlfriend since I designed her from the ground up. She's white, brunette, and dumb as a brick. I call her Ronda, after a police woman I remember from 3rd grade. I spent 3 years of my life during high school sketching her entire life story, who she was etc. If I still had all of it, threw it away stupidly when I became infatuated with holly, you'd clearly see what inspired me. I had stuff from dbz, sailor moon, dark angel, supergirl, wonderwoman, and even pokemon in there. So that's how I know how artists work, they just take what's there and re-arrange it. Who is she?

Bam! motherfucka!



But that's not even close to how indepth I got with her storyline. And to this day I want to re-do it now that I've learned hentai is a legitimate business. If I knew I could sell my porno drawings I'd have done just that since the shit was epic, imagine dbz but with a girl and every time she fought she got naked, that's it really...