Hitler

I'm for whatever reason thinking about hitler today. Who was hitler? A genius. After experiencing internet warfare I have no doubt that the holocaust happened and continues to happen in places all over the world. People are big children and if pushed, they'll kill each other by the millions I realize. Hell there are people ready to kill me right now because they don't like me, period. I mean, its not like I give a shit cuz I know I have my rights under the law to be a free american, but then they'll pull out the old "you're an adult so we can piss on you" excuse. I'm an adult with no criminal record, a high school diploma, college credits, and now a military background, so fuck with me if you think that's wise.

Anyway, like I said, hitler fascinates me. I learned a while back that politics is a game of words, falsifying the truth to gain certain advantages. You think the media reports every story as it happened? Nope. They'll gladly change things to fit their shareholder's interests. And if you cross them or cross any corporation, you'll get eaten alive. That's why I'm keeping my head in the sand online from now on. Ain't going to even try discussing shit anymore like a civilized person. That's not how this world works.

Hitler must have come to the same conclusion. He knew life was a struggle for superiority, not a "everybody wins, la la la, happiness and flowers" thing. It's a bunch of people seeking power and security, like in star wars. If you really study politics and warfare, you'll truly understand how fucked up we humans are in our search for some kind of fair-ground. Like they can really kill you if you speak against the government in china or somewhere, they're that crazy.

It bust my balls every day thinking about what to do in the next 5 years or 10. I got time to kill but at the same time my addiction to porn is an ever present unyielding problem. I know this much, I can learn anything at an incredibly fast pace if I really want to. The next step will be to divise a mission plan to create like some kind of, I know it's silly, but time travel divice. Einstein was trying to figure it out, but then he died. If you really try to understand the entire working of the universe, it can drive you insane though. That's all mathematics is, finding truth. The problem that inherently occurs is that we humans tend to seek chaos rather than uniformity or rather stability and reason.

I used to read on chud the back and forth debates between those guys, fucking smart guys too, talking about religion vs science. Honestly fuck religion. Give me a break. I wouldn't be using this computer right now if people still believed in magic.

Still as an artist I appreciate its beauty, its simple elegance, and how much it motivates us humans to excel even in the most insurmountable situations.

so thinking about it today. Hitler was a guy who knew his P's and Q's well enough to convince millions of people to go die and kill each other, what a guy. Genius is what it is, in that some people are born to be the best, whether it be best at helping people or best and destroying them. He was the best at uniting his men and developing a system that would ensure that only blond blue eyed white people would live the best lives.

He was probably gay.