Joining the Army part 2

Here's a tough decision. I don't even think it's worth imparting online really since I really have more enemies than friends on the internet, but I'm so confused and just need to put my thoughts out in some form or whatever. I know my destiny is to be in the military, never had anything else planned, but I really don't give a shit about killing people who didn't start nuthin with me. And I'm afraid that if I join again they'll just push me through a lot of unbelievable garbage like last time, and try to psychologically unravel me bit by bit again. that's what they won't tell you when you're a kid, that as an adult male, you're a piece of meat to people. Nevermind what "rights" you think you have, truth is, this society functions on mob rule just like it always has. Whoever has the most money and friends in respectable positions, makes the rules.

So imagine being a young black male without a college degree going up against a world that believes it's ok to crush and grind you even if you're a decent person. Damn it's a funny world.

I think back to college and it amazes me to realize it was all an elaborate hoax, just another military training facility where a bunch of assholes get paid to push you to your limits intellectually while you struggle to make sense of sex. And then when you get out, the joke's on you because most people could care less what degree you have, can you suck their dick for money?

If kids are reading this, I hope you think for yourselves when you get older. People like me, adults, we're just big teenagers, nothing more, nothing less. All those idiots you hated in high school are just going to get older, not wiser.