Grown ass men

I feel different as I age. My beard is growing fuller now at 23, 2 years after it started growing. My skin is rougher, my penis is bigger, I look at my hands and they're much fuller. A man's prime age is 25, I've read, then he goes down hill bit by bit. I don't know. The media is youth-centric all the time. People my age play teens in high school, granted I do look very young for my age, but I could be dead in iraq right now technically. I see real high school teens and they piss me off just as much as they did back then, but their bodies are magnificent, tight, no signs of old age. It's kind of beautiful to marvel at their youth, of which they have no real acknowledgment yet...

I realize now that the older people get the more annoyed with young people they become. I feel their pain. When i go play b-ball the kids there are just insanely stupid. I can teach them but they don't care. One kid, cute as hell, kept talking about how terrible he was at basketball. Don't let that stop you son. Keep at it. I know how to do shit with a ball and hoop that I learned through sheer will power.

Then there's the leader kids. I know there's always an alpha male in a group of males who's the most fearless. The only way for the alpha to be beaten is if another one kicks his ass out of the spotlight and shames him. Same thing happens every where. Men butt heads and of course the winner takes the prize. It's like that scene in gladiator where the guy talks about how to win your freedom. "You kill me. And him, and him, and a hundred more... then, when there's no one left to fight, you're free." Warriors are born to fight and dominate each other. That's why the internet's pissed at me, I possess some alpha male characteristics but I am a cowardly lion when I'm pressed to that point. Once people piss on you in public it's hard to shake it, but fuck it man, fuck it. Don't let people push you around, get yo shit, and go home and fuck your wife.