kkk on my ass

I realize I'm being followed by some goofy ass faction of the kkk. I know they have very smart well educated, high up there in the world members who want to keep black people down as much as possible. I also know that there are undercover white guys looking to fight their efforts. Its like in x-men...

My father is like, "don't even worry about it, nothing we can do, just enjoy your life, don't fight the white elite."

I suppose he's right. I'm nobody. and I never planned to become a celebrity, but for whatever reason, no matter where I go, I become the center of attention. I guess, nay, I know it's because I'm goddamn smart and COULD potentially be a threat to their children.

It's why king got shot. Peace is good in theory but when it comes down to who's kids will get the best lives, white folk don't play around. I'm not gonna sugar coat this shit for you, the last thing they want is for a black, asian, hispanic, indian to have more power than them.

But get over yourselves, I say. The future isn't here on earth, it's in the stars. But yeah we do have a long way to go before we reach star trek's level of civility. I'm so sorry for acting out and expressing my own hatred towards women and gays, but even white people know that blacks are just as bad as them. And around and around we go in the circle of hate.

One of the reasons I left college was that I realized it wasn't challenging me, and this money I'm spending was all part of a plan to get me to conform to rich white people's expectations of me, they need black people at corps to make them not look racist. You think I'm joking, but it's a sad truth. If we humans had it our way, we'd get rid of certain people, and in fact we do from time to time with the death penalty.

sigh, I think it's just sad, how we can't just live in peace. But that's life, a big ass fight for survival, not gonna change now, and not gonna change tomorrow.

Anyway man, let me relate something here though. You know who I'd love to marry? Alicia. I'm looking at her myspace page and I tear up a little thinking about how she's getting pounded by every guy in the world but me. But hey, that's fine. She's better off without me. I'd probably do something stupid anyway. While in the airforce, one of the incentives to graduate bmt was that they'd get me Alicia. What a pile of rubish.

first of all, it's now been 11 years since I last knew her. How in the bloody hell can you suddenly put back to gether two people after that long a time, some bullshit right there. And what is she a piece of bait for a fish? You better not think about her that way or you'll know the meaning of pain. She's a GODDESS. I love her even now and I don't even know the girl. But that was all that mattered to me back then, her, fuck school. Now everybody's like, dude, kill yourself. We want to become parents and if you're not with us then fuck off, guy, black guy...

Fair enough...