failure

I just ate a hamburger and stuff...

I think to myself, what's wrong with eating a little protein now and again. I'm under 200 pounds, I've accomplished my goal already. I can eat now.


BUT NO. I have to stay on this water fast for 30 days.....

I'm telling you guys to do it too. It's going to completely refresh your body so you feel younger and stronger.

I like that feeling. I've always been very lean, light on my feet, and physical. So to reach your late 20s and have your body feel like a big blob of shit, doesn't feel good at all. Lucky for me, I'm not much for accepting things. I like to fight.

So I'm going to struggle, HARD, here.

It will be very difficult to stick to water only. The problem is that I have NOTHING to do all day. I wake up, look at a beautiful picture of Gia Lashay with her soft sexy gummie bear titties and ass and I struggle to not jack off.

Then I just basically walk around and do nothing, shower... on and on.

I know that if I had my job at tsa, I'd be able to hack this water diet because when you're there you're busy quite a bit, you can't go get shit to eat much.

I got to do this thing, yo. It's not for nothing, it's for everything. It's my redemption.

But it's hard. I wish I was stronger than I am...