the plan man

I'm at 202.4 pounds right now.

This is a dream come true for me. Life is so retarded. We could all be in great shape and maximize our quality of life, yet apparently we're content with living a half-life while people who know better simply take the measures to keep in great shape throughout their life span.

If I knew about this shit way back in 2005, I'd have finished fucking college. Half the reason I dropped out was because of my piss poor health. Why the fuck did I have to go to the military to learn about proper nutrition and fitness? You serious? Is this not something we should be teaching in schools. It's all politics unfortunately. If you stand up and say, everyone should ya know, eat right and live long and prosper, someone will counter your argument and back and forth it goes.

Good for them... It's like that whole fat acceptance thing... Might as well call it unhealthy acceptance imo. Oh well, not my problem. If you want to have cakes and pies and candy and clog every artery you got, go right ahead. In fact, that's what america's all about. You can be who YOU want to be here. You can go to the gym everyday and get pumped up. Or you can go to fucking mcdonalds every day and kill yourself with food. Nobody will stop you.

Goddamn, finished my e86 for the TSA hiring process. Now it's on to the airport assessment. Not going to lie and say I have a perfect record. I got written up, shrugs, don't give a fuck. It's a meaningless little pithy thing aside much grander concerns I personally have.

I belong in the TSA honestly. Let me just make it abundantly clear who I am. I've been the nerd in school all my life. I LIKE studying and improving my intellect. My father was an airman in the FUCKING MILITARY. HE HAS KILLED PEOPLE. I am his offspring. We're both warriors.

Ok, so I belong in the TSA goddamnit. That place was like heaven to me, because I got paid well, and I was just amongst very dignified group of educated NERDS like myself. I played chess with my boss every so often if that tells you all anything...

Anyway, once I reach 200 pounds, I'm not going to stress the exercise and shit as much... and just coast to my max weight under ketosis state. See you on the flip side.