Gay part 2

Cute chick insulted me today. Fuck. It's a first taste no doubt of what's to come at bmt. there's how do I put this, no safety net there, no mercy, no law. The military is the law at lackland. If you fuck up, they don't give a shit. I guess it's punishment, for my wrongs and stuff. I don't have friends, I don't know how to talk to people, I ain't never had sex, and likely never will, and that's cool. I'm not trying to be mr. cool guy who gets all the girls anyway. in any case, I have a deep disinterest in american girls since they're simply retarded, claiming they want one thing and going with another.

I started thinking as I was there in front of millions of spanish people, I made the wrong decision, this is bad bad bad. One minute I'm watching porn, the next I'm on telemundo! What ever. I'm going to be doing what I always wanted to do in life, that's all that matters. I just have to stay focused on that. Truth is, nobody cares about me, so I don't have to care about other people.