You know what I want to do? Be a fighter pilot. I watched top gun yesterday before going to bed. Forgive me for stealing the movie, but it's a real classic, from when movies demanded more creativity and craftsmanship and intelligence... I think for the time being it's my fav movie, mainly for its style and some kind of I guess spirit of artistic excellence. Good times. Cruise back then was a christian, lots of people were, and still are in the military though today he's gone crazy and joined Scientology. I don't even know what those guys are trying to do. I know christians and catholics etc. are trying to promote peace and infinite forgiveness for sins etc. But scientologists? Wow, it's like, what? What are you guys doing to help? Well, we have freedom of religion in america so *shrugs*.
Yeah I'm back despite saying I'd leave. I just can't... I don't think I'll truly be gone until basic next month. Theres no half assing basic training. I've got one shot to make this work and if it doesn't I'm frankly fucked in life. I could continue to get entry level jobs and maybe go to school part time but it'd be, how do I put this, a dead end... And I hate dealing with jerks at work. That makes no sense to me, how some people at work want to put other hard working people down, but it happens. Human nature and all that... We are awful.
I watched porn this morning and came and it was what it was, hopefully it leads to a full 8 hours tonight. I slept well last night, I think in part because I shot a load from my morning wood.
Ok then. Oh and I'll read the bible so I can get some holy inspiration. The big fat loser at work tried to tell me being religious = bad. But I'm the one about to get a desk job and learn skills that after my military career will allow me to make a lot more money than him. Where's the benefit to being athiest, dude? Cuz I don't see it. Not to brag, but don't mess with me when I have God in my corner.
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