I need to devise a life plan again. It's become clear to me that when I get in the trenches down in lackland etc. I'll forget why I even enlisted and become all myopic and not be able to see WHY I should keep pushing myself through the rigorous training. Just a while ago my dep commander mildly insulted me for my habit of making snarky comments reflexively, and I've been thinking of nothing else and she was being "nice" compared to how the TI's will be treating me. If I don't keep focused on my life goals while inside, I'm frankly going to go loopy, fruit loopy.
Plan:
To get laid. I want to at least get some pussy before killing myself from life's stresses. Lord knows it's everywhere, but women are just stupid and don't approach men so the most aggresive male always wins, ya dig, or the richest. Nothing changes as I said. women will flirt and talk and all that but unless the guy is mr. suave they want nothing to do with him. And I'm so out of the loop on relationships that I can't understand what's right from wrong to do anyway.
Definitely to get a degree. I need to get one since it'll make life easier and stuff. people with degrees aren't scared of anybody and they're like an elite class of people who can just go where they please and do whatever they want to do and nobody's going to mess with them. Imagine that... the internet taught me that if or when you get going in life, there will be people out there who are like phd level who just want to screw everybody over and that to me is terrifying.
Uh, make money. that's all I guess.
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