I'm a masculinist

It's become apparent to me that I'm not alone in thinking that my generation of men, not just black men, but white, and asian, and spanish, and all the other races in between, indians though i don't know if they're just white people with tans or not, but whatever, and I'm done being told by women who I'm supposed to be. Yes, I have a grandma, a niece, a sister, and a mother and I like them all well enough, but they've never lived in a man's body and never will. I see the way the world is, tossing men under the bus and proping women up over them as these amazing things and I'm angry, I'm ready to explode with rage over how we're actively being abused by society. This is what the KKK is complaining about really, blacks play the victim and get away with murder against white people who were just not doing anything to them. This I understand now more than ever as a man seeing other men struggling under a system that's against them.

Are most men complete shit? YES. But some of us are decent men and we're all being painted with the same brush here and it's just a big pain in the rectum to try to maneuver through a world that's been fucked up for us. I think often about the young athiest asshole at work who tried to make me seem like less of a man for joining the military. You got to be kidding me. I'm more aware now than ever of the kind of freaks in this world. I reaaaaaly could get shot to shit in there and all other kinds of crap if I get captured and it scares the hell out of me thinking about it. The only comfort I have is knowing that I already have family members serving and they're doing ok, just doing their job and not going into battle fields and shit. Really though it doesn't matter how good a person you are, some asshole will always be there trying to break you down. You just got to do you, man and fuck everybody else in this world. They don't CARE a shit about you no matter how convincing their argument is. THERE DAMN WELL IS A DEVIL. And he's ready to fuck you up bad if you let him.

God help me. I'm going to get through this rage and confusion I hope, live a decent life, meet a real woman in some other country, love each other equally, not pretend we're exactly the same physically and mentally. It's not going to work, all this theory about men and women being perfectly the same. Life's given us both different roles to play and there's no changing certain roles we have to perform. Men are always going to be the warriors and women will always be the reason men go to war. And around and around it goes.

I'll dedicate my life to this political agenda the same way women have dedicated their lives to finding ways to subvert men's rightful dominance over them.