Being a man in a woman's world

No country for old men indeed. I'm 22 now, soon to be 23, YIKES. I never expected to get to 23, but I plan to make the most of it once I'm enlisted. My recruiter was enlisted at 24, has a good job, a girlfriend, and he's so cool and intelligent, and classy, not like this guy at work who's just socially awkward yet thinks he's the most normal person on the planet. I'm going to bid for a different position at the company and get away from him for good, hopefully. I don't mind working. I can get food and toys etc, so whatever ya know... but I'm in no hurry at this point in my life to leave home and become trapped in a meaningless work-life. Do I even have to leave? Where am I going that's so different from here? I'll still be alone, still be fighting porn addiction, dealing with people who DO for whatever reason like to mess with others. Now I know why organizations like the KKK, colleges, biker gangs, gangs in general, all exist. You can't walk freely around independently and not have to worry about people trying to screw with you. So you need to have some kind of backup or else get boned by someone out there.

About being a man in a woman's world... I have this theory that even though I'll be at my age and not have my shit together or house and car or what have you, it's ok. The world's changed. Feminism has destroyed the need for big tough men to do all the work and buy the house and car etc now. So why bother? Why kill myself for that stuff when I can be the woman now and find a woman to take care of me... if only it were that simple... Men are still expected to be the hunter in a world where that's been mostly abolished. ha ha ha ha though, once you women have had your fill of being the tough office worker or whatever though, lol, you'll come looking for a guy like me to be your care-taker.

I'm still a boy now. Not a man yet. When I have money, muscles, that's when I'll be a man. Maybe at 30. My goal and focus is on that. I have to not let some idiot at work drag me down into his world of ridiculousness. Be careful kids, don't trust anyone. I made the mistake of trusting this guy at work with some personal info and now he's trying to dominate me because he knows I'm not a big threat to him. Asshole... I'll take away what he wants, and that'll be the end of it. Master yourself, discipline yourself, don't let anyone control you but YOU.