Monday, March 30, 2009

Lonely little world

I'm an old nigga now, got to act like it, be more mature. It's hard to figure out what to do though. I'm still a virgin after all. What do ya do when you're supposed to be an adult but still living the lifestyle of a punk kid. I want to have sex, but I don't want kids. Big problem if I end up with kids... Sure I'd be the best dad ever since I'd put all my effort into making certain those guys were happy. But for real, I don't know where to begin with getting a girlfriend. Girls expect men to be men! But good luck trying to expect women to be women. They'll go crazy and shit.

It's stupid but that's life. All women want to be with someone who can protect them when the moment comes, either that or he's got a lot of money, so they'll never go hungry. Shit, I'm in a bad place. If I don't get in the airforce, I won't get that sweet pussy. I'll die alone.

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