Doctor Charles

I now know why psychology is taught in college. Me, i'm well aware of my own mental health issues, which are a concern to me but at the same time I know I can control myself enough not to hurt anyone, I'm really harmless nobody out there. But this guy I work with... Today I thought I'd just go to work and have a decent work day and then just go home, nope. I haaaaad to deal with this asshole guy. Assholes, bullies, whatever you call them they exist EVERYWHERE, they're all kinds of people, and they're always out for one thing, the joy of seeing someone suffer. But I'm thinking this is adulthood we're in, we're supposed to just do our job and not act like immature children who tease and insult each other, WWWWWWWWWWWWRRRRRRRRRROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGG!!!

this guy I'm convinced is a sociopath. These types of people feel no pity or anything for anyone and care only about themselves. He's arrogant, pretends to be friendly, then bosses me around like I'm 10. A grown ass man telling another grown ass man what to do? Go fuck yourself guy! I wish i could have said that, but I know that's what he wants, to get a rise out of me then play the victim role if I tell him off. Why do this? EVERY TIME. This is every day stuff, folks. I can't spend one minute with this guy without him trying to put me down. I don't get it. The other guys are damn human beings, sure they have their suspicions and insecurities, but they know that the best thing to do is smile and be friendly to others, which is what I do... You don't need religion to know that's how to behave amongst fellow people if you don't want to cause any trouble.

I wish I knew what to do. I want to quit this job because dealing with this psycho's such a pain, but I'll press on regardless. Maybe it's punishment for my crimes in the past, but damn I wish I stayed in school now... at least there I'd be amongst people who knew what they were talking about instead of being lectured by mother f'n master chief here... damn.