Jesus

I believe in him. I believe.

I lost my faith once and I WILL NEVER LOSE IT AGAIN. My brain's all messed up but I'm getting better day by day, oh dear lord I pray. I WAS starting to feel less suicidal until I started getting messed around with by master chief... This guy at work, sigh... I want to be nice to him, but he's an athiest, a 21 year old punk who believes in the power of pure logic I guess and has figured all of life out all by himself. Interesting, but boring, and he's a boring person on top of that reality. He's just so clueless as to how stupid he looks to others with his halo cult. He has no regard for anyone else either which I guess is how the REAL WORLD works, people toss each other in the garbage without a bit of remorse every day. Look out for number one is the rule.

WE'RE HUMANS. Why can't this guy see that? We're not perfect. We'll jump to wrong conclusions and kill millions because of it. We don't always know what we're doing. We need to have faith to give us the will to take a risk despite not having all the answers. at leas that's how I view religion. Why do you have to tell me to stop believing, guy? What am I doing to you personally? I'm getting so angry that this guy is trying to push his opinion on me while complaining about how religion's are the cause of all life's problems. You dolt, YOU are the cause with your psychotic ambitions to rebel against the government through fucking halo.

What, the, hell. I'm just going to work and ignore him again, don't need the stress. Lesson learned, trust no one, and don't let anyone know your weaknesses. They WILL over time try to use that against you for their own amusement.