Sunday, March 29, 2009

College dropout

Yeah I did it. I dropped out. Why? Cuz I was done. I didn't have anything left to prove to myself. I was alone. I was supposedly in thousands of dollars of debt, but I didn't know whether that was serious or not. I thought it was just a way of motivating me to finish. Ya see, I was done with my first semester, found it to be easier than my first year of high school, but anyway my parents took out a big ass loan to pay for the next semester. This fucked me up, thinking about all that debt... I didn't expect it. Plus I wanted to learn the tricks and shit that psychologists use only to learn that they don't know anything special and that this world we live in is a big pile of nonsense. People work anywhere because they've got no choice. Girls can and will often whore themselves out since they can make more money in one day than they can working at mcdonalds for a year. So in conclusion, all that "respect women" talk is garbage. It'll get you no where.

Anyway I'm glad I dropped out. And according to the internet, so are many other black men. That's good. They'll learn more about life by living it than they will hearing about it from some stupid bitch who's whole life is in a classroom. Women can have college, honestly. I don't give a shit. I'm more concerned with the budding Men's Movement than I am with being a nice little metrosexual who's in some college bitches friend zone. She's going to use your ass as shoulder to cry on then fuck the big blue collar fucking GED graduate who has more personality and confidence than any college degree can give ya.

My advice, learn to live by living it. IT WILL BE HARD, no question. You'll find out real fast that people love to fuck with each other for no reason. You won't learn this in school where you're being conditioned to be a little corporate whore sucking on someone's dick for a bit of money. But yeah, don't just sit around hoping other people will live your life for you and OMG a degree will solve all my problems. Not gonna happen.

As a man, I know I have no choice but to get a job and die doing it. Fucking sucks but oh well. Gotta eat. That's why I hope I get into the military. If not, I'll just find another shitty job and just live. That's all life's about really, survival. I don't know why people are killing themselves to get degrees. You'll end up a divorced guy paying child support and shit. Just survive, baby...

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