My time with ASIG has been so far enlightening, strenuous, trialing, and in today's case, empowering. I ignored him. I straight up didn't give a fuck about his existence and it felt great. Usually I'm a softy, you know, that guy who's nice to everybody. This guy at work's a real psycho, acts nice, then once he catches you in his web, shanks you in the back then chuckles to himself. I've met this kind before.. people. damnit, I hate them. But not that girl I keep seeing around work. I'm hesitant to talk to any of these cuties because I don't know whether they're already with someone. I'd love women to ask me out, but good luck with that. This is an old religious custom, man courting the female, and all this equality feminism bullshit hasn't dared get rid of that since it's beneficial to the women. Fuck us men. Also, I've come to the unfortunate and overwhelming realization that girls my age aren't usually virgins or inexperienced with relationships. I tried twice to talk to a girl in high school and failed both times. College I didn't know what to do there since girls by then are already either with someone or yeah, not still new to the sex stuff.
22, now... sigh... I still look like a teen. you really can't tell with some 20 somethings can you. I don't know what to think of myself, man, boy, what? Well anyway, tomorrow, I'll just do my work and not even look at this asshole guy. If I need to give a complex reason for why, then it's because it's detrimental to my personal safety at work to be harrassed by a fellow employee. The other workers there ignore the hell out of me, so whatever... doesn't seem that bad. I guess that's just work life, a bunch of people pretending to like each other while viewing each other as walking caskets.
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